Anger, Fear, The Plague & Trump

Christ and Sisyphus

“Jesus! I feel like my entire life is a protest now.” “That just means we’re free, Sis.”

Trump is a plague. He has mastered inspiring fear and rage. Not just in his supporters, but all over the globe. And certainly in myself, and most people I know. My therapist told me that the number and intensity of reports by clients regarding Trump is a phenomenon. Possibly even an emergent disease. So, he literally is a plague on humanity. So what do we do, besides suffer in fear and anger and hopelessness? What can we do?

I have a fascination with plague. It began very young. Maybe it was the first time I realized that something scary and dangerous can swoop down on me and my family at any moment, and with no “why.” That there is no cosmic purpose behind the suffering caused by disease, WWI, The Holocaust, or Donald Trump. Suffering has reasons, but no “Reason.” We give these events meaning in hindsight. And our reactions and actions during times of suffering give meaning to our lives and experience. It’s tempting to believe there is a form of “cosmic justice” to it all. But in the end, real people with lives and family died in the camps, while Hitler got off with suicide. People brought the Nuremberg Trials, not the cosmos. The Universe doesn’t care about Earth, or one single species. People must bring the meaning AND the justice.

So, what to do? What to do? Well, I read The Lord of the Rings three times in succession since the Election. And while that book has spiritual influences, it comes down to the individuals involved to each do their part to bring down Sauron, even the trees! And here we all are, so many reluctant heroes, wishing for the Shire and a big, wise Gandalf to hug, but this isn’t Middle Earth. And the winning of the War of the Ring had a lot of casualties, from the Elves, to the trees, to Frodo himself.

Tolkien has more in common with other post WWI and WWII writers than his fantasy war suggests. Today we’d call it PTSD. Seems to me the man was so traumatized by his experience of WWI that he invented other languages just to express his thoughts and feelings . But some authors used more common-place settings. In The Plague, Albert Camus set his story in a place so ordinary that it could be anywhere. And the characters could be any one of us.

The “heroes” in The Plague are a motley crew, like The Fellowship of the Ring. There’s Doctor Rieux, who just doggedly pursues his work while his wife is away for a tuberculosis cure . The political undesirable, who gets stuck in the town while on the run, and becomes the Doctor’s best friend. The guy who is motivated to be reunited with the woman he loves. And dear old M. Grande, the minor civil servant, who works tirelessly on his “great novel” by night, as he goes out of his way to ensure that The Doctor has everything he needs, and whose life (and great novel) are at last saved by the Doctor’s successful serum.

While much of the town in The Plague is dying of disease, the rest is taken over by hopeless drunken revellers, angry mobs attacking the poor, African section of the town, fear-mongers preaching God’s wrath and judgement, profiteers, and suicides. The sane characters — the heroes — are people who have accepted that the worst may happen to them. They too feel fear, anger, despair, but they choose to simply be decent human beings anyway. They all play their little part for both their own reasons and a common goal: ending the suffering caused by the plague and freeing the town from its quarantine — its fear, anger and despair. Their very existence is a protest against the inhumanity of suffering and a world turned upside down. Their lives and work together are a testament to Gandalf’s assertion that:

“Some believe it is only great power that can hold evil in check, but that is not what I have found. It is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love.”

There is a touching passage near the end Camus’ book, that describes why Doctor Rieux recorded the events of his experience during the plague, down to the detail that, amidst the tearful reuniting of loved ones after the crisis, his wife never returned from her “cure.” The quote has been honored with a plaque in New York City, on Library Way (East 41st Street between Madison & Fifth Ave.). And I will leave that here for reflection.


Let this be said of all of us, when the story of this time of plague is written.

Whatever your method or motivation, never forget those who suffer, bear witness, and choose decency. That is how we defeat the plague of Trump, anger, fear, and despair.

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4 responses to “Anger, Fear, The Plague & Trump

  • Braigwen

    Um… are you conflating Christ with Murder, Theft and Cheating the punishment for those things?
    Maybe actually learn why Sisyphus was punished in the myth and stop attempting to look smart.


    • JLakis

      Hello. It seems as if you are reacting to the image (which I did not create) without the context of my blog piece itself. I have heard many different reactions to that image, and perhaps that is why I chose it. If you read the post, you may better understand my point, and that, while not a Christian, I admire Jesus of Nazareth. However, as a skeptic and existentialist, the heart of the post lies in the importance I place on human action against that which would damage humanity and its dignity. As well as the necessity of human justice in a universe that is, at best, indifferent to our well being. That is why we held the Nuremberg Trials. To expose the face of evil, and bring those who perpetrate it to task in the absence of some divine judgement. I used examples from Camus and Tolkien to illustrate this concept. I freely admit to my ignorance of much. If you do not wish to see me “show off,” perhaps you ought not to read my blog.


  • Neil R Friedman

    This morning while I was sitting in a local coffee shop I saw a couple with a stroller looking to see if there were any seats available. This is a very small shop with only three small tables that accommodate two people each. With out hesitation , even before asking them if they would like to sit. I stood up and moved one of the two chairs at the table where I sat to a table with only one chair. When I was done rearranging the seats I looked up and the couple was gone. Then I heard someone say. “I saw that act of kindness.” Our eyes met, and he repeated himself and smiled as he walked out the door. One good turn and then another and then . . . this is how we keep the wheel of life turning. It’s small acts of decency and behaving decently to one another that sustain us and give us hope.

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    • JLakis

      Neil, you are a special man. You actively live compassion and decency. And, dare I say, just good manners. You are proof that anger at injustice doesn’t mean you must live angrily. And that your heart touches others’ without fear of their pain. Glad you got to shine a bit today, crazy diamond.


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